I guess it's time to leave :(

There are just two options NO GREY just pure black and white
it's either
a. Take him back completely
or
b. Leave him completely

Just a while ago I saw you in Destillery while we were there drinking, then boom my mood changed. I guess I'm really that affected after seeing you for the past few days and knowing that you have someone else. But what bothers me the most, is that after the drinking dancing and eating 3:30am I passed by and I saw your car... :( I was and still is very sad.. I guess angry? jealous? fucked up. Why do I have to see you and now I think


my decision would be to leave you, I know I really do do love you but I can't accept that one mind set of you. NO GREY because being with you just makes me attach and worst hurts me every time I see you flirts and have fun.. without me. 


I guess I have to really let you go... cause I see you're now moving one. maybe If you text me tom before 4am maybe I'll change my mind. But as of now I think it's time for me to leave. set you free and don't get jealous. or else i will just get hurt and hurt. I wish to find the perfect person for me :(

Because the more that I feel alone the more that I make pathetic decisions.. trying to hit on someone not worth it or just for a permanent thing.:( Lord please help me... I  don't want to be sad and lonely anymore. Promise i'll be good just give me the almost perfect person that I want:(

"I just wanna be a sky vodka. Not so expensive but everyone appreciates it. Has a perfect price for a good drink but will still make you happy and contended. Just perfect. Can be for the most "sosyal" person but still save money for more diamonds and cars."