Once is enough, twice is too much, thrice is STUPIDITY. agree?

Right now giving up is ALREADY an option. I cant wait for you to mature, and while waiting should I be a rock? Because if not i'd get hurt for sure ALL THE TIME. From all of the lying then sad;y I figure out.

I do love you but like what I've been saying, I can't live in doubts, and fears.
I'd rather be single and actually start looking for someone that waste my time with you when I know for a fact the eventually you will cheat big time and I WILL LEAVE YOU.

:'(

P.S. Please prove me wrong..